Park

Grandma and grandpa took the boys to the park the either day while I was at work. They had fun :).

Toysrus.com

I am seriously done with buying online from toys r us! I tried to buy from the last year and had my order cancelled because it was sold out. Shouldn't the website be designed to know hoe many they had? I gave them one more chance and preordered Connor's birthday present. It was supposed to be shipped on August third. But seven days later and no update, still shown as a preorder I gave up on them and yup I am done. I did e-mail asking when I would get it and with no good answer yeah they lost my business for sure. I will still go to the store but no more online.

My boys and their rocket

I know I just posted today but I just had to share these pictures my two boys with there you rocket. Can not believe how big Connor is now!

1 month

Oh little boy I love you so much. You now shake your head no when you do not want something and wait for me to change your diaper so you can try and pee on me and laugh with delight. That mischievous smile you give me when you are about to something you shouldn't. Your eyes squint and your hands fly in theexcited to have mommy running over to get you. Your little wave when I come into the room and the hi you say as you wait for me to pick you up. I love you so much and in one months time I hope you understand that the pain you will be put through is to help make you better. I have nothing more then the want and need to see you grow. To continue to hear you call out my name when your angry or scared. I will be there to wipe away your tears to hold you when your scared. To clwp with you when I sing patty cake.

Mommy needs to find the strength within herself to hand you over in that months time to give you a kiss an  hug and know that you are in good hands. Part of me is dreading that moment with all of my heart. I do not want to see you in pain. Part of me will be in pain to. I know you do not like pain and I will do all that I can to help you in this journey of the heart.

I love you now and forever my little blue eyed boy.

Ugh A's surgery is one month from tomorrow and yeah just had a mini break down. I am not ready for it at all.

Pediasure

Yesterday we got a little surprise. While at work sitting at the computer a co-worker came up to me and set down a case of pediasure! So in two days we have been given 48 bottles. Can not say how much this helps us. With my car air conditioner broken, A still in an infant car seat that at some point we do need to replace. Figured he is still easily within the size range of the seat I will keep using it. I feel it is with his size safer seat for him to be in.

We now have a cardiology appointment set up for August 26th. The is will be his preoperative before his surgery in September.

Another Good Appointment

Took Aiden in for a weight check and he has regained the weight that was lost. He is back to 17 pounds 1 ounce. And he is back on the chart with height it's  only one percent but it's a percent!

You can also see how very hard it has been to get him to gain weight. These stomach bugs have been hell on him!

I must say we are so lucky to have his pediatrician he really does care about A. He told he wants to visit Aiden after his surgery when he is in the CICU. They also got me 24 pediasures that about thirty dollars worth. That helps us a lot.

Just a few pictures while I sit here and wait for a package that I need for work.