Best part they told me tomorrow I can hold him! they didn't want me holding him today becasue he had only been off of the vent for a short period of time and did not want to push him, which I completely understand. he needs time to adjust. I don't want to do anything that will push him back and not forward. He was also the most alert I have seen hims so far. he looked around yet and cooed and cried. most beautiful sounds I heard from that room in sometime. It had been so strange to hear nothing in that room while he as on the vent. His little cries were wonderful to hear! So yes Momma is happy.
While I was there he eventually fell asleep and held tightly to my finger the whole time. It felt so good.